noone's there

hi blog

knock knock, who's there?
no one's there!
now buzz off!

that's how i've been feeling these few days
pissed.

sometimes,
my commitments are being misunderstood by people
they don't understand it at all
to the level of ignorance.
i know i'm being harsh.
but i have to be.

seriously,
they don't know shit about
my (time) commitments and they babble about it
(and my mouse is trying to be an asshole right now)
they don't even try to understand.
not at all, or at least from what i see.
its the "final judgment" all the time
wham! boom! pew!
all the harsh words are out

yes, you can say i'm trying to be a spoiled brat
but i hardly find time for myself
even if i do, i'll get disturbed by someone, somehow.
i think i have to be more self centered now.
i can't keep this up. i'm running dry.
maybe i'm just like that,
keeping everything to myself
never tried to let out some of my troubles...
right, who cares anyway.
its a "me first" world now -
if you can't make it, you can't.
whatever logical excuse you give is useless.

no one gives a hoot if you are stressed
no one gives a hoot if you are very busy
no one gives a hoot to your other commitments too
as long as you can't make it. you just freaking can't.
don't bother explaining, it will just boil down to one word -
disagreement.
so there's no point trying to reason your way through
who ever shouts the loudest wins.
who ever brawls he's way out wins.
reasoning is worthless now.
unreasonable people are the reasonable people now.
that's a fact. don't say that i'm unreasonable.
i'll just shout and scream at you, simple.

have fun while you can,
so you can think about the happy memories
when you are down.

bye blog